quinta-feira, 12 de janeiro de 2017

[ Wide overview ] - [ 12-01-2017 ]

I have always thought
about coming here
with someone
that would make me laugh
share the view
maybe a beer or wine
enjoy the rest
forget about things and time
lay down and talk
under the sunshine

Today I came here
all alone
snow around and
the wind is cold
I'm taking pictures of the branches
of the dry and dead trees
because this melacholic landscape
looks happier than me

...

a few sighs later 
I left there my silent scream
the one 
no one will ever listen
but eventually
by someone it will be seen

I went back home
following my footsteps track
involuntarily left on snow
that made me feel
not that lost
not that sad
not that alone
I never ask for help
because the strenght I need
I have inside myself








terça-feira, 10 de janeiro de 2017

[ no title yet ] - [ 09-01-2017 ]

the tears suddenly 
start dropping from my eyes
there is no obvious reason
I'm still trying to find it

If you ask me if I'm fine
I'll say 'yes' and smile
but later at home
the tears multiply 

Another cold and lonely night
I try to rest my head
but the tears come by
I just wish I could know
why I can't stop crying

I need something to drive me
to a different state of mind
I need to see ahead
something bigger than what I've left behind